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Be patient ! Be patient ! I warn myself again and again. I tried my best to control to aviod being angry with my son. When I was busying in cooking, my son cried and asked for many things. I felt I was tearing into two parts. I wished I could depart into two persons. One for dinner and another for my son. I felt worse and worse, till at last I broke out. I knocked the table with stick and the door of kitchen with my hand. My son cried harder. I cried.
I know he was too hungry. In that case, I need to cook more quickly. But he could not understand. He is only 2 and a half years old. I know all of the things. Still I could not keep cool.
It is a normal day of mine. Ended in bad mood.
I often think that I should be happy. I really should be. But it seems so difficult.
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